19 June, 2010

  • I'm just a bit miffed

          When things don't go my way, I get anxious. I really get that shortness of breath and that down feeling. Like right now. I want to Log into a game and it really isn't going to let me. I have to just accept that fact. But, I do not want to. I would rather kick and scream till I get my way. I'm not doing that, but the fact remains that is what I wish to do. If i did that, then I would look like a child. If I let the fact that something is not going my way change me into a screaming, yelling, cussing idiot, then I believe that thing, what ever it might be, wins.

         Then I have turned what matters most to me into something silly and superficial. Because if I though a fit, then I am showing that I care more about that object then I really do myself. So, I sit here and take a deep breath. I let the calming go into my body and out with my breath. Calm in, stupidness out. Expelling it as it were.

         This silly post is cause, I can't do what I want :) ! And, I really want to get over it!!! So, I'm over it and, now i'm going to go on with my evening cause it really was an amazing evening till this point :) !

    bearmood_angry

Comments (3)

  • I loved this post! I, too, am a grown woman who still has the urge to throw fits when things don't go my way (or as planned) but resist with all my might!

    Hope your night the night you wrote this went as splendidly as it had previous to the incident of the inability to sign-on to your game.

  • Yup after I got all this out of my system it went a little better, and I finally fixed the game so all is well :)

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